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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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IOSIP said:
It 100 percent got better after 3.5 to 4 months. But it was torture for 24 hours a day.
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Thank you, I needed to read this. It’s what I’m dealing with at the moment and medication isn’t working.
 
Invegatorture said:
This is an opportunity for you to see how strong and resilient you truly are. This will also teach you so much about yourself and how good life is not on these meds. It will give you a perspective in life most don’t have. That’s what happened to me. Hope my words are encouraging.
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Thanks for this.
 

Congratulations on making it. How long was your recovery?
 
When my akathisia heals I’ll be 50% recovered, leaving 25% being anhedonia and the other 25% being my cognition. I’ll report in again in a few months for an update, as right now I have nothing positive to say and don’t want to be a broken record. I’ll be back in November with an update.
 
like i have some joy back like i can find some joy in hobbies work cooking i guess. but i cant feel that euphoria that makes humans human. im so fucking numb. i cant drink . like the fuck. what did i do to deserve this? its been over two years. i miss who i was. i miss my brain. i wish there was an aswer so i could know what happened. i honest to god think i wasnt given invega, maybe i was, but they put something else in there. i swear. bc no way is this fucking possible
 
invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
i swear im being deugged in my sleep or something
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I spent my whole morning reading recovery time from injections and it can be anywhere from 6 months to 3 years. Most people recover in 1 - 1.5 - 2 years, some only after 3.

The first year or year and half is cleareance of the drug from your system, then the recovery process start, you are two years from your last injection but maybe you are only 6 months in your recovery.
 
You recovered in 9 months from 1 shot if im not mistaken?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I have appointment with the university hospital in 3 days, i hope They can give me answers and advices..
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I got a appointment with my Therapist in 3 days, I called today attempting to get in touch with the neurologist, ended up getting re-directed into a dead end. Nothing was accomplished and I was generally misdirected to different areas of expertise until I was re-directed to behavioral health; which has nothing to do with neurology as I understand it. I'm gonna call back at a later date and not tell them about my antipsychotics so I can get a regular neurological checkup so I can avoid all this bs
 
Trueart2 said:
I got a appointment with my Therapist in 3 days, I called today attempting to get in touch with the neurologist, ended up getting re-directed into a dead end. Nothing was accomplished and I was generally misdirected to different areas of expertise until I was re-directed to behavioral health; which has nothing to do with neurology as I understand it. I'm gonna call back at a later date and not tell them about my antipsychotics so I can get a regular neurological checkup so I can avoid all this bs
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Brain RM or Scan won’t show anything linked to receptors, i already did EEG, RM but nothing was wrong, so i asked them if i can do a PET (the only thing that can look into receptors) but they refused to give me this exam.. Like if they knew something that i dont..

I also did a lot of cognitive exams with neurology (i had 95% deficits and 5% limit) but that duck just laughted and says that there is nothing wrong it’s just i can’t concentrate but whatever (yeah I’m shocked that she acted like this is just a little concentration problem)
 
Like if they play a sick game where They act like “there is nothing wrong even if there is clearely something wrong” just in order to keep the narrative of “antipsychotics are safe, injections effect last for some week, you are crazy and take your medication”.

The wrongest thing could happen to us is happened: lasting effects and very destabilizing sympthoms because of antipsychotic (psychiatric) drug, this is a free tiket to get “this dude was treated with anti-crazyness drug because he is crazy, now is not more taking his anti-crazyness drug and he is complaining about nonsense sympthoms even a lots of months or over a year from his last injection, this dude is definetely crazy.”
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Like if they play a sick game where They act like “there is nothing wrong even if there is clearely something wrong” just in order to keep the narrative of “antipsychotics are safe, injections effect last for some week, you are crazy and take your medication”.

The wrongest thing could happen to us is happened: lasting effects and very destabilizing sympthoms because of antipsychotic (psychiatric) drug, this is a free tiket to get “this dude was treated with anti-crazyness drug because he is crazy, now is not more taking his anti-crazyness drug and he is complaining about nonsense sympthoms even a lots of months or over a year from his last injection, this dude is definetely crazy.”
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They would belive us and try to help us for every else other drug, but we fall into that one where they cannot take us seriously without falling in that “he is delusional” trap.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
They would belive us and try to help us for every else other drug, but we fall into that one where they cannot take us seriously without falling in that “he is delusional” trap.
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This is like being spot covered in blood with an axe while someone around just got murdered, there is nothing we can do in order to make them belive we are not guilty, They already decided that we are guilty.

Patient treated with antipsychotic injections = crazy one - crazy patient not taking anymore his antipsychotic = complaining about nonsense sympthoms = this dude is delusional, we have to force him into his medication.
 
Invegatorture said:
This is an opportunity for you to see how strong and resilient you truly are. This will also teach you so much about yourself and how good life is not on these meds. It will give you a perspective in life most don’t have. That’s what happened to me. Hope my words are encouraging.
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Life wasn’t good before this injection happened either. That’s part of the reason I even ended up in the hospital.

Just feels like a no win situation. It’s so heartbreaking because I never ever considered suicide. I do NOT want to die. It just feels like that’s my only choice at this point and it really hurts
 
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