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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Believe in recovery, and you'll receive recovery. God will heal you, and God is still with you.

Peace and love!

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I also included a song from Rickie Byars Beckwith, "Om Shanti"

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I agree that psychiatrists are often lazy medically. I mean a lot of mental health patients have no leverage.. no money, no reputation to protect, they are often zonked out. Few people advocate for us consumers of services. And in Australia we have a circumstance where overseas doctors sign up for training in order to get a visa and residency because it's often a last-choice discipline for med students here. This sees psych registrars who's heart isn't in it. Ive often suspected that they also don't relate to 'minority world's problems. They look at an Australian patients problems and they think "I'll show you a real problem. Come to my country (Africa, India etc) and I'll show you a REAL problem. In others words they've often little compassion or understanding. Doing the wrong thing by mental health consumers is standard fare, in my experience. Both as a consumer and as a staff members. The circumstance is aweful.
 
Checked old invega threads and clicked on people profile. I seen soooo many people recovered yet i still feel sucidal as fuck
 
Checked old invega threads and clicked on people profile. I seen soooo many people recovered yet i still feel sucidal as fuck
I am also suicidal. I tried suicide twice and missed. My mornings are truly awful. The private clinic is still not answering me. I am hopeless.
 
I honestly am only waiting for my pssd to go away i feel basically myself. I miss the arousal feeling i would get towards woman and natural hornyness you get as a man 😔 only some will understand but that arousal for women basically confirms you are a man so having that gone makes me feel less of a man but i have a life to live i can’t sit around and do nothing as much as i want to. I believe I will heal and only time can do that many people healed from pssd and other problems so why wouldn’t i heal from just pssd only with 2 shots. It just still is a shock everyday looking at all these beautiful women everyday and not getting aroused/interested at all especially compared to pre-invega hopefully i could get back to exactly how i was
 
Anyone able to hold down a job after Invega? , i had 9 shots and I feel too retarded that I'd even struggle understanding how to stock shelves , before Invega i had a good desk job but they fired me

Disability keeps denying me here in Canada cuz psychosis isn't a serious disability apparently

I get disability in Canada for chronic pain but i also had temporary psychosis. Try again i am pretty sure you can get disability for psychosis to
 
Im killing myself soon

You will recover it just takes time. I was fucking hopeless for years but once i got off the invega and abilify i started getting better ad now i am in the best shape of my life working out 6 days a week on weights.

Im on zyprexa now but i can still trip on shrooms and can get high on opiates, benzos and zopiclone and weed
 
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