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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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It’s almost impossible for me to be positive. I don’t know what you want me to say.

Peace and love to both of you. Each of you are beautiful souls. I hope your situation gets resolved. I appreciate your beautiful words and honest answers.

Here, RecoveryInProgress (love and care for you)👍❤️
Here, Davievargie (love and care for you, too)👍❤️
 

I’m just incomprensibly miserable as it’s extremely difficult if not impossible to find hope because I can’t find many people as bad as me. I’m literally in bed 18+ hours a day.

It’s almost impossible for me to be positive. I don’t know what you want me to say.

Peace and love to both of you. Each of you are beautiful souls. I hope your situation gets resolved. I appreciate your tender words and honest answers.

Here, RecoveryInProgress (love and care for you)👍❤️
Here, Davievargie (love and care for you, too)👍❤️
 
Doing as much stuff as you can is good for neuroplasticity. I'm still not recovered but there's progress which matters.
 
I am also suicidal. I tried suicide twice and missed. My mornings are truly awful. The private clinic is still not answering me. I am hopeless.
Oh, precious soul, I love you. Recovery is on its way. Hang in there, sis. And get you some good rest. Peace and love. :) ❤️

“HOPE IS A GOOD THING, MAYBE THE BEST OF THINGS, AND NO GOOD THING EVER DIES.” - Andy Dufresne
 
Upon doing a quick search, it is possible to only have negative symptoms with little to no presence of positive symptoms but you gotta ask, why didnt you have this before your weed induced psychosis. You would noticed the negative symptoms long before if it was schizophrenia .

I'm the same as you, got the same side effects and weed caused my psychosis . I was fully fine the year before. So just waiting a 1-2 years for recovery.
Negative symptoms isn't a scientific theory and the theory is based on pure opinions of psychiatrists. Medical educative system is lead and dictated directly and strictly by the big pharma industry, so they impose and force opinions which don't need to be covered by scientific evidence, they can legally do that as it's pseudo-science and they are the "experts". The theory is likely made as protective mechanism to shield against average people even starting to think the pharma could be behind that, and it's very effective as you can see. :)
 
Recovery is definitely possible. User "lifeline" went through a tough period not knowing if he would make it. He engaged in the lingering battle for a while. But, lo and behold, the time came when he recovered. The following are his words:

"Hey just checking in to see how everyone was holding up during this pandemic. I just want to be an ear and a voice so you all know that recovering is the only option. This medicine is a long lasting injection so dependent on the person, it may take longer or less time. It took me about two years to recover. I feel better than ever. I’m genuinely happy. And I’m making strides towards being a better person everyday. I had a total of 5 injections. Everyone side effects will differ. Stay hold and keep the fight in you. This is not the end for you but a new beginning. God loves you and sees the pain and agony you are enduring. I wish you a speedy recovery. Ask in prayer and believe. The mind can conceive what it believes. Believe you are getting better day by day. Monitor yourself. Hear the silence. Embrace the pain. I love y’all. Take Kare and be blessed." Aug 11, 2020, thread 3, p. 249.

I love all of you with brotherly love. Have a wonderful and blessed day and night. Peace and love. 👍❤️
 
Bro 😭😭😭😭
 
i just finished browsing v5 and Fanzy used to complain about suicide and feeling terrible every page and now hes recovered and updates us every once in a while. Stories like this should give us hope
Yes bro remember this all my fucking second was a fucking nightmare every time think to suicide Thank God
 
Btw anyone here was into kundalini and spirituality before this shit? I find it being into this world helps me survive knowing how powerful our mind is. My profile pic is a Gopi Krishna a famous kundalini mystic pioner. He talked about how kundalini was burning his system for years and he almost went insane because of it. I wonder how many people who had kundalini awakening had been put on antipsychotics lmaoooo
I was put on antipsychotics on the first place because I discovered paranormal abilities after doing semen retention for weeks.
I went insane because of it.
Not recommended.
 
I was put on antipsychotics on the first place because I discovered paranormal abilities after doing semen retention for weeks.
I went insane because of it.
Not recommended.
BRO HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHSHSHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA I ALSO DID ALL THAT SHIT ON SEMEN RETENTION
 
BRO HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHSHSHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA I ALSO DID ALL THAT SHIT ON SEMEN RETENTION
I seriously developed temporary psychic abilities, it opens you up once you reach a certain amount of semen in your testicles.
I could see with my eyes closed, I could move a bush with my mind and more strange things.
I was closer to god before all of this, but lost my spirituality to it.
But I'm staying away from such practice, it got me hospitalized twice.
 
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