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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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GUYS, DOES ANYONE ELSE HERE DON'T EVEN FEEL A SENSATION OR EMOTION ABOUT ANYTHING, DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE THEY'RE BREATHING OR FEELING PAIN IT'S VERY STRANGE IT SEEM LIKE WE HAVE NOTHING AND WE DON'T FEEL ANYTHING
 
I miss my pre invega brain .

Having to play a game all day and feel the dopamine and adrenaline was a feeling ill miss

Starting a new tv show or movie and getting excited and fill with emotions was a feeling ill miss

Learning new things such as coding and staying motivated and engaged was a feeling ill miss

Although bad, having insane trips on weed and getting that influx of euphoria was a feeling ill miss

Hanging out with friends and endlessly talking about life was a feeling ill miss.
 
One day brother
 
bbqedscallions01 said:
I am 15 months off from last injection (I’ve received 1 x 234mg + 6 x 150mg) and I’m feeling 70% back to normal. There is still more to be recovered. Reviva is a new company trying to make a better antipsychotic, check out their company.
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How is your sexual function and getting high on drugs
 
DrZaius1 said:
How many people have killed themselves because of this shit? I’ve seen about 5 people so far and it really feels like the only logical thing to do at this point.

I can’t enjoy TV at all anymore, over 40 channels and I can’t watch anything. It’s just so uninteresting. Netflix is the same, I tried watching a few shows but it feels like completing a difficult task not because I actually want to watch anything.

I have nothing to do now except complain on forums or wander the streets but I can only do that for an hour or two before I’m tired.
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Try something you have seen and loved before.

At least wait two years before totally giving up. It takes some people two years to recover, but most of the time it only takes 12-14 months.
 
Yeah looks like im quitting weed again, it literlly only worked the first time i smoked in 7 months , i got insane euphoria but next day it did not work at all, im currently smoking 85% thc and no effects FUCK INVEGA.

Anyway, its probably best i stop smoking anyway , guna finish this cart and let my brain heal and not trigger another psychotic episode
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah looks like im quitting weed again, it literlly only worked the first time i smoked in 7 months , i got insane euphoria but next day it did not work at all, im currently smoking 85% thc and no effects FUCK INVEGA.

Anyway, its probably best i stop smoking anyway , guna finish this cart and let my brain heal and not trigger another psychotic episode
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Try mixing it with caffeine for some reason this combo enhances the high while being on antipsychotics. Some user said it and i can confirm. Its like caffeine helps activate thc in this invega state
 
Youwillrecover said:
I believe if i would kill myself yall would blame it on drugs but its the trauma of forced drugging family gaslighting being unvalidated and dehumanised without no one adressing and helping me. Many of the people who killed themselves had underlying issues dont forget that. I believe with loving family a suicide thought would never enter my mind. Its the trauma combo that makes me wanna do it
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My family is mostly cool and loving but I still wanted to do it.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Try mixing it with caffeine for some reason this combo enhances the high while being on antipsychotics. Some user said it and i can confirm. Its like caffeine helps activate thc in this invega state
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I actually had coffee and was vaping my cart earlier this morning and no effects, sadly looks like theres alot of invega in my brain and still blocking dopamine and other receptors. Its fine , ive lasted 7 months without weed I can live without it.
 

I took st.john's wort for a year and did everything that this guy did for years.
 
I'm so young and still haven't recovered after going 3 years clean. But without regular training, diet and supplements I think I would be worse now, so I recommend doing it as every help in the recovery matters, especially in the long run.
 
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