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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Went out for the first time in a while.Met with my old college professor and had lunch.Im pushing myself to get better.I don't want to commit suicide or be away from my children. I am working on every avenue to get better.Im not done with this individual who did this to me either.Working on alternative therapy first and then going forward with legal proceedings.F$ck that piece of shit who did this to me.Im gonna fight tooth and nail to get legal justice.
 
Trying to make plans to go to the art museum/get cafe treats with a friend I haven't seen in a while. Wish me luck!

I might try to play a game today.
 
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Hi everyone I hope to give back hope with one more positive testimony, I was forced to take abilify + tercian for 6 months and Invega for 16 very long months in other words my chances of recovery were more limited given that antisychotics are especially effective in disrupting brain chemistry and psychiatrists think that stripping a person of all their cerebral and emotional capacity cures them... my remission continues, I am 11 months off and I feel love again, music, most emotions, resuming social pleasure, driving my car again and having an intimate relationship with my wife and taking pleasure, my conscience and also clearer, I live again after 3 years of brain death! I just took L-tyrosine and did a little sport, however I think that my remission is still a little partial and that I must still improve, hoping to leave you a testimony of more hope ! courage to all, I know that hope seems far away but it exists 🧠💪💕
 
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Hi everyone I hope to give back hope with one more positive testimony, I was forced to take abilify + tercian for 6 months and Invega for 16 very long months in other words my chances of recovery were more limited given that antisychotics are especially effective in disrupting brain chemistry and psychiatrists think that stripping a person of all their cerebral and emotional capacity cures them... my remission continues, I am 11 months off and I feel love again, music, most emotions, resuming social pleasure, driving my car again and having an intimate relationship with my wife and taking pleasure, my conscience and also clearer, I live again after 3 years of brain death! I just took L-tyrosine and did a little sport, however I think that my remission is still a little partial and that I must still improve, hoping to leave you a testimony of more hope ! courage to all, I know that hope seems far away but it exists 🧠💪💕
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thanks bro i keep losing hope because i got injected twice a few days apart 156mg +156mg and am very sensitive to meds I don't have extreme horrific reactions to invega poison but feel like shit still 4 months off my parkinsons went away i dont feel brain dead or zombie like anymore, intelligence and brain function is bad still but not as bad as before and weight gain is slowing but still struggle with sexual dysfunction and anhedonia so i become hopeless sometimes i am praying to recover please keep being here for us brodie🫶
 
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for all the people with significant improvements who are being here for us much love man keep being here for us please🫶
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yes you are right bro, it was this forum 1 year ago which stopped me from committing suicide and opened my eyes to the fact that I had been gaslighted and that it was indeed invega who had destroyed my cognitive functions and my emotional intelligence, I owe a debt to this forum which is why I would stop by from time to time, we must give hope, we must not let a person commit suicide if they had waited a few months, even weeks more, she would have regained her life, it is one of the worst mental tortures, we always wonder if it is permanent but it is rare, you will become alive again one day because the brain or the the mind even if it lacks resilience and takes time, it has its own homeostasis so even if it does not tell you, it really understands that the chemistry is disturbed and will do everything to improve again the levels and quality of neurotransmitters temporarily destroyed by their drugs , please stay alive to heal 🙏 🫶
 
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yes you are right bro, it was this forum 1 year ago which stopped me from committing suicide and opened my eyes to the fact that I had been gaslighted and that it was indeed invega who had destroyed my cognitive functions and my emotional intelligence, I owe a debt to this forum which is why I would stop by from time to time, we must give hope, we must not let a person commit suicide if they had waited a few months, even weeks more, she would have regained her life, it is one of the worst mental tortures, we always wonder if it is permanent but it is rare, you will become alive again one day because the brain or the the mind even if it lacks resilience and takes time, it has its own homeostasis so even if it does not tell you, it really understands that the chemistry is disturbed and will do everything to improve again the levels and quality of neurotransmitters temporarily destroyed by their drugs , please stay alive to heal 🙏 🫶
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i will stay alive to heal brodie you stay alive too🫶
 
i used to think my life was hell my life was the worst out of anyone on earth and i should just die😂 that was the sweetest motherfucking massage compared to now my life was heaven then😂
 
All2027 said:
yes you are right bro, it was this forum 1 year ago which stopped me from committing suicide and opened my eyes to the fact that I had been gaslighted and that it was indeed invega who had destroyed my cognitive functions and my emotional intelligence, I owe a debt to this forum which is why I would stop by from time to time, we must give hope, we must not let a person commit suicide if they had waited a few months, even weeks more, she would have regained her life, it is one of the worst mental tortures, we always wonder if it is permanent but it is rare, you will become alive again one day because the brain or the the mind even if it lacks resilience and takes time, it has its own homeostasis so even if it does not tell you, it really understands that the chemistry is disturbed and will do everything to improve again the levels and quality of neurotransmitters temporarily destroyed by their drugs , please stay alive to heal 🙏 🫶
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did penis shrinkage go away for you brotha?
 
Yeah I was on the verge of crying when I saw the videos coming out of Gaza and I’ve read up extensively on the history (I don’t want to tweet something out of ignorance). I definitely care about what’s going on over there and while my emotions are still blunted I’ve been super irritated and angry about everything from the Hamas sickening acts of terror to the Israelis treatment of the Palestinians. I have seen too many photos of dead children on both sides and am completely outraged by it all. I must be recovering from Invega as I wouldn’t have had the concentration levels required to read and remember and understand multiple news reports and draw my own conclusions.
 
Tardive Dyskinesia is so small side effect compared to others that it's so ignorable, and I would prefer living with TD to the rest of my life over being through other more severe side effects like extreme level of anhedonia, complete absence of good/bad feeling from all senses, experiences, memories, emotion and basically everything along with complete absence of emotion and mood, accompanied by extreme suffering, anguish and debilitating agony translating into physical pain. It's much worse than suffocating, constantly being burned, constantly being hit into nuts, having your bones constantly broken and crushed again and again, all of that at the same time.

Luckily i'm now around 60% recovered, so I don't have to deal with that unimaginable level of hell.
To recover 60%, took me years... still recovering...

Did you take invega sustenna or any strong AP depot injection?
 
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Caffeine doesn't interact with invega in blood, but caffeine releases certain chemicals in brain which invega blocks, so they intersect on mechanism of action.
 
I had the other mri done yesterday and the results I am sure are worse.Got a copy of the disc and bringing it to my contact who says they can get me better.I almost took my life this morning.I don't know what is keeping me here.I also dont understand how so many had 5 to 6 times the amount I had, and yet they recovered or at least said they did.I am also getting more and more aggravated with what this doctor did to me.Really aggravated!!! I have no sex drive or feelings whatsoever and it is torture beyond anything anyone could imagine.I am praying everyday that this man gets me better.
 
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